I’ve never been good at saying stuff and as for writing, well you’ve read my blog before no doubt. But behind all the bravado and sarcasm lies a very sensitive and all round soft person. I’m talking about me incase you wondered. I cry at soppy movies, when I have let my team mates down and when I’m told that the wait for a table at Nandos is more than 30 minutes. I wish i wasn’t such a softy, that i could pretend that things don’t bother me and not give them a second thought but that isn’t me. I care about what people think about me and I hate upsetting people. So please don’t judge me. The humour just masks all the upset I carry inside.